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lilac basement

by neveroctober

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1.
I’m falling with the leaves from the trees In your palm Destroying everything that I’ve built around My heart I’m coming back into your arms Hoping you’d do no harm You’re in every season, every sound Still keeping our special chestnut I would fall asleep on your chest but You’re not around I’m falling with the trees on the leaves On the ground Cut down I’m hoping if you had me then you have seeds You can replant Ethereal forest in my heart So I won’t go back to the start I won’t fall apart I would be warm in your scarf Drink me from your special mug And I will be safe with you around
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Let a story begin when you were born Let the most hard pain you hold be a paper cut You’re wandering around in this world You’re chasing a dream that is not your own Do you have a hope? Will you have home? When did your soft heart become unbreaking stone? Let me hold your hand and walk through a heavy storm You’re chasing your dream on your own You don’t let me in but I do have hope For you and for me and for our… For our paper souls
3.
Dreaming one last time On your knees there’re too many scars of our lives Whisper to me that I’m ready to leave Is there a soul that never dies And running in the deepest skies? We’re watching dreamy dreams tonight Dreamy dreams tonight You’re in my dreamy dreams Tonight
4.
Do you ever feel that nightmare? I felt it on my skin but did you? Take me in your arms Take me deeply Am I dreaming tonight? I’ll be up until my tears go down It’s fine for me I’ll be up until my dreams drown Fight for me
5.
It wasn’t over I can’t leave It is hard to be a girl Honestly Can you be honest with me? Everybody has their friends around But not me I can’t breathe I can’t breathe when I’m alone It was over I can’t believe Your normal life can’t give you what you need You’re haunting for love But there is nothing more I could and give to you And everybody hurts Everybody feels this way But I’m bleeding I can’t stay It was your choice to hurt me It’s never gonna be the same Never. It’s broken. Oh, it was your choice to make. Everybody has their friends around.
6.
Run away where you can heal me Make my broken soul alive Leaving everything behind Believe in what I can’t see or touch or anything Escape away where you can meet me Give me shelter from the rain Teach me how to live today Believe in what I can see and touch and everything Wake me up I wish you would stay Wake me up I wish you would stay With me Wake me up I wish you would stay
7.
Feels like all seconds and days far from you rape me Feels like my life moved away and I’m still waiting for it today I’m running out through the doors And my breath is the coldest Among the most warm and native walls I’m homeless You stole my heart and my treasure dreams turned to winter I feel my heart trembling with my knees when you with her And when you pass me by I can’t breathe I’m not in safe Oh, I’ve always said I’m alright, but instead I am insaine
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You are here in water’s arms Fall with the rain I’ve tried to keep my promises to you To not grieving You are here in God’s palms With anyone but me But how can I let myself live without you Pushing my blood in veins so insatiably Who do you think I am, a liar? I’m not sleeping now I can’t Who do you think I am, a liar? I’m not sleeping now I can’t, I can’t, I can’t I can’t keep my promises While you’re not breathing Why you’re not breathing?
10.
Hold on Believe in yourself Don’t try to surrender I feel it underneath your skin Believe me You’re hiding, waiting for death And falling Falling won’t replace what you have Don’t dare stop breathing When you have nothing left Don’t tell them to stop look into your eyes Don’t hide that you’re broken Oh I can’t breathe without you
11.
Here I stay If anybody cares We’re worthless We pray to God trying to catch his hands And worship Sometimes it helps But don’t you know who you really are? And you hate it And you bleed inside And you’re falling apart Don’t look back You stood where I stay And I know that We burn under the sun Waiting for God to send us rain And clean ourselves Sometimes you can’t deny the fact of who you really are But He loves you You can feel the rain As it falling for us Here I stay
12.
Here I stay If anybody cares We’re worthless We pray to God trying to catch his hands And worship Sometimes it helps But don’t you know who you really are? And you hate it And you bleed inside And you’re falling apart Don’t look back You stood where I stay And I know that We burn under the sun Waiting for God to send us rain And clean ourselves Sometimes you can’t deny the fact of who you really are But He loves you You can feel the rain As it falling for us Here I stay
13.
Here in deep death I found your hand Cut and bloodless I know I stood there There where our lives end So hide your own Don’t let them lie You need a hope like me Don’t cry Tell me what they said To make you did that Your heart’s still breathing But you don’t wanna come back Hearing liars’ earth Who hates you from birth Come here to me from the dark I know who you really are Don’t cry
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We are so broken Why do we so alive? Her eyes not closed They’re wide open Mary wouldn’t lie ‘Cause she is alright Living so many years of suffering She left it behind But there were so many things There were so many reasons to breathe in, breathe out Close your eyes Mary pulls the trigger Or swings down with the rope on her neck She won’t see a new sunrise For her we’re all dead Mary Close your eyes Mary pulls the trigger

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I stayed in Ukraine.
It was May when I decided I may die anytime and tomorrow is not promised. That's when I started to search for any recorded song I could show to the world. I no longer have my PC with all the files, including music. I searched for demos everywhere I could, 'cause I sent some to my friends. That's how this album started to come together.
Some songs are new, some of them are old.
This isn't everything I have, but at least something.
I just want to leave something special after me.

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released June 19, 2022

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neveroctober Ukraine

Music comes from the deepest corners of my heart to yours. Telling a story, sharing an experience, showing you are not alone. And if music is here in this world to save someone's lives, I'm gonna do my best to help it never let you drown.

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