Name: a ghost [basement version]
Duration: P00H03M15S
Description: I wrote it to my very ex best friend Mary. Our friendship ended at school years and years ago. However, it seems like I still can't let it go. She hurt me enough back then to prevent me from being friends with girls till these days. It ruined me so much, that I express myself in this song as friendless at all.

a ghost [basement version]

from lilac basement by neveroctober

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I wrote it to my very ex best friend Mary. Our friendship ended at school years and years ago. However, it seems like I still can't let it go. She hurt me enough back then to prevent me from being friends with girls till these days. It ruined me so much, that I express myself in this song as friendless at all.

lyrics

It wasn’t over
I can’t leave
It is hard to be a girl
Honestly
Can you be honest with me?

Everybody has their friends around
But not me
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe when I’m alone

It was over
I can’t believe
Your normal life can’t give you what you need
You’re haunting for love
But there is nothing more I could and give to you
And everybody hurts
Everybody feels this way
But I’m bleeding I can’t stay

It was your choice to hurt me
It’s never gonna be the same
Never. It’s broken.
Oh, it was your choice to make.

Everybody has their friends around.

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from lilac basement, track released June 19, 2022
Denis Gubin

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Music comes from the deepest corners of my heart to yours. Telling a story, sharing an experience, showing you are not alone. And if music is here in this world to save someone's lives, I'm gonna do my best to help it never let you drown.

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discography

lilac basement

Jun 2022
Windswept

Dec 2020
Unhuman

Sep 2020

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